Wow!! Randomly visited this site of mine and It gave me thrills!

life, mumble
4:15 am photo of me to go with this post. the flash was too bright.

Hey people out there! Or are there still creatures reading blog posts?

Whether there’s still a few left or none at all, it doesn’t matter. I’ll just ramble on as I need to quickly finish expressing my thoughts here with spontaneity, not holding back. Cause it’s actually (proven-just now) really fun and nostalgic to read old posts some time later in the future.

I said proven because that’s just what happened at this minute or a few minutes ago. I am typing this post away on my phone (literally, just downloaded WordPress app for me to compose this) and the time is 3:53AM. I am supposed to be asleep now but is typing away instead.

Nowadays, I am busy doing youtube– cause that’s what’s in today. We transformed from writing posts and uploading photos to videos. So far, I made three YT channels–that’s me trying to avoid people I know who knows already about the first ones and trying to start afresh in so doing that on the latest channel, subscribers barely know me (not personally anyways). To continue the story, I went back to the first channel and watched the very first video I uploaded and it led me to remembering this blog site.

That should be the most fruitful thing I got from staying up late. Finding my way back to my blog site. It was just wow! I mean, while reading the old posts it felt like time travel. Moments you want to visit again.

So I guess I will be back at it.

Two years of silence have past on here but I’m surely back.


*i might edit this back sometime when i have gotten sleep already. this is pure ramble.

Flying Abroad Sentiments


I’m leaving for Dublin very soon. From today, i have only 41 days left to stay here in the Philippines. This will be the very first for me to be living alone away from home.

Why do I have to leave? Why do i have to leave my comfort? my loved ones? It really hurts me thinking I will be miles away. I will no longer be able to sleep in my bed, stay in my messy room, talk for hours with my family, spend time with Michael, get lazy all day, play with Lala. And I am that one person who hate change yet I am here now faced with this challenge.

You are a bully, Philippines. When will it come a time when Filipino daughters, sons, or parents no longer be aiming to work abroad because just by working in your homeland can already provide enough for a better living for their family?